Inspiration from Enlightened Nuns
by Susan
Elbaum Jootla
The Wheel
Publication No. 349/350
ISBN 955-24-0032-5
Copyright
© 1988 Buddhist Publication Society
Buddhist Publication Society
P.O. Box 61
54, Sangharaja Mawatha
Kandy, Sri Lanka
Introduction
[^]
In this
booklet we will be exploring poems composed by the Arahat bhikkhunis
or enlightened Buddhist nuns of old, looking at these poems
as springs of inspiration for contemporary Buddhists. Most of
the poems we will consider come from the Therigatha,
a small section of the vast Pali Canon. The Therigatha
has been published twice in English translation by the Pali
Text Society, London: first in 1909 (reprinted in 1980) by C.
A. R. Rhys Davids in verse under the title Psalms of the
Early Buddhists: The Sisters; and second in 1971 by K. R.
Norman in prose under the title The Elders' Verses, II.
We have used quotations from both translations here, referring
to Psalms of the Early Buddhists by page number and to
The Elders' Verses by verse number. Mrs. Rhys Davids'
translations have sometimes been slightly modified. Our discussion
will also draw upon the verses of bhikkhunis from the Samyutta
Nikaya (Kindred Sayings), included by Mrs. Rhys Davids
at the end of Psalms of the Sisters.
From the
poems of the enlightened nuns of the Buddha's time contemporary
followers of the Noble Eightfold Path can receive a great deal
of instruction, help and encouragement. These verses can assist
us in developing morality, concentration and wisdom, the three
sections of the path. With their aid we will be able to work
more effectively towards eliminating our mental defilements
and towards finding lasting peace and happiness.
In some
respects, the inspiration from these poems may be stronger for
women than for men, since these are in fact women's voices that
are speaking. And when the theme of the poem is the mother-child
bond, this is bound to be the case. However, at a deeper level
the sex of the speakers is irrelevant, for the ultimate truths
which they enunciate explain the universal principles of reality
which are equally valid for men and for women.
The verses
of the nuns, if systematically examined, can help serious Buddhist
meditators to understand many central aspects of the Dhamma.
The background to the verses, including biographical information
on the nuns who uttered them, is provided by the ancient commentary
on the Therigatha by the venerable Acariya Dhammapala.
Mrs. Rhys Davids has included some of these background stories
in Psalms of the Early Buddhists, and in the first part
of this essay we will look at these stories and consider the
themes they suggest that are relevant to contemporary students
of Buddhist meditation. Then we will go on to discuss a selection
of the poems themselves, which deal with many specific teachings
of the Buddha.
We of the
twentieth century who are seeking to attain liberation will
find ourselves deeply grateful to these fully awakened Buddhist
nuns of old for their profound assistance in illuminating the
Dhamma for us in their own distinctly personal ways.
I. The
Background Stories [^]
The ancient
commentaries give us information about each nun's background
and also explain the poems themselves. Two major themes of relevance
to contemporary students of the Dhamma run through these stories:
(1) the immeasurably long time that we have all been lost in
samsara, the round of birth and death; and (2) the working
of the impersonal law of kammic cause and effect which brought
these women into contact with the Buddha's teachings in what
was to be their final lifetime.
The Long
Duration of Samsara [^]
In the
original Pali commentaries, the tales of the nuns began many,
many rebirths and eons prior to their final existence at the
time of Buddha Gotama. We read how over ages and ages all these
women had been living out the results of their old kamma and
how they created powerful new kamma based on wisdom, which finally
culminated in the attainment of Arahatship, full awakening.
Each woman -- or, more accurately, each succession of aggregates
-- had to undergo infinite eons of suffering in its gross and
subtle forms before she was prepared to gain complete insight.
But finally she gave up all clinging and was freed from the
need ever again to be reborn and suffer, on any plane.
Vipassana
meditators trying to develop this same understanding of the
ultimate nature of conditioned existence can find inspiration
if they would apply these tales to their own lives. When we
realize how long we ourselves have been wandering in ignorance,
constantly generating more and more unwholesome kamma, we will
be able to remain patient when our early efforts to train the
mind tend to falter or fail. Some of the bhikkhunis who had
sufficient paramis -- virtues cultivated in previous
lives -- even to gain Arahatship, still had to put in many years
of arduous and sometimes seemingly fruitless effort before they
could attain the goal.
For example,
Siha entered the Sangha as a young woman but could not learn
to contain her mind's attraction to external objects for seven
years. Another nun worked for twenty-five years without finding
any substantial peace because of her strong attachment to sense
desire. But both these bhikkhunis, when all the appropriate
conditions were finally fulfilled, found their patience and
continued efforts fully rewarded. So too will we, if we diligently
and strictly keep to the Noble Eightfold Path until we become
Ariyas, noble ones. Once we have done this, we are assured that
we will completely eliminate the causes of all suffering.
By making
this effort to live in accordance with the Dhamma and to understand
the true nature of existence, we begin to develop strong wholesome
mental volitions, kamma that will have effects in future births
as well as in this one. The continued efforts in this direction
become easier and more natural because, as we wear away ignorance
and the other defilements through insight meditation, our minds
come to be more strongly conditioned by wisdom (pañña).
Recollecting this infinite span of time behind us, and the vast
mass of wholesome volitional activities accumulated therein,
will help us keep our efforts at purification balanced and strong.
These rebirth
stories, illustrating the continuous suffering which every sentient
being has undergone during the rounds of samsara, can
also encourage us to work hard in the Dhamma. Understanding
this weighty aspect of the First Noble Truth stimulates us to
put forth the great effort required to overcome suffering by
penetrating and uprooting its causes, which the Buddha explains
are basically craving and ignorance.
Bhikkhuni
Sumedha, in her poem, repeats one of the Buddha's powerful injunctions
to eliminate the source of the ceaseless stream of suffering
that has rushed on in our previous lives, and will otherwise
continue on in the same way throughout the infinite future.
Sumedha is pleading with her parents and fiance to allow her
to enter the Sangha rather than force her to marry:
Journeying-on is long for fools and for those who lament again
and again at that which is without beginning and end, at the
death of a father, the slaughter of a brother, and their own
slaughter.
Remember
the tears, the milk, the blood, the journeying-on as being
without beginning and end; remember the heap of bones of beings
who are journeying-on.
Remember
the four oceans compared with the tears, milk and blood; remember
the heap of bones (of one man) for one eon, (as) equal (in
size) to Mount Vepula.
(vv. 495-497)
"Journeying-on"
is samsara. In the lines beginning "Remember the four
oceans compared," Sumedha is reminding her family of a discourse
which they must have heard from the Buddha. Each of us, the
Buddha tells us, has shed vast oceans of tears over the loss
of loved ones and in fear of our own doom as the succession
of aggregates has arisen and vanished throughout samsara's
weary ages. During all these lifetimes, as the verse declares,
we have drunk seas and seas of mother's milk, and the blood
that was shed when violent death ended our lives also amounts
to an immeasurable volume. How could even one gory death be
anything but terrible suffering? The Buddha perceived all this
with his infinite wisdom and so described it to his followers.
The vastness
of samsara that we endured before meeting the Dhamma
in this life can easily be extrapolated from the stories of
these nuns. We must also sustain the patience in our endeavor
to wear down ignorance and to develop the awareness of omnipresent
suffering which is life in samsara, as the First Noble
Truth makes known.
Kammic
Cause and Effect [^]
The second
commentarial theme that can be helpful to us in developing our
own understanding of the ultimate nature of reality is the working
of the law of kammic cause and effect. None of these nuns was
emancipated because one day she decided, "Now I am going to
cut off all craving." Nor did the grace of a guru or the power
of God or the Buddha himself enlighten them. Rather, it was
a very long process in the evolution of the "life continuum"
that gradually permitted the conditions for liberation to develop
and eventually culminate in Arahatship. Freeing the mind of
ignorance, like all activities, is an impersonal cause and effect
process. Natural laws of this sort are cultivated and utilized
by mental volition to bring about purification. By repeatedly
seeing all the phenomena of life as they are by means of concentrated
Vipassana meditation, we gradually wear away the defilements
that becloud the mind and cause rebirth with its attendant misery.
For example,
Sela took robes when she was a young woman and "worked her way
to insight and because of the promise in her and the maturity
of her knowledge, crushing the sankharas (conditioned
phenomena), she soon won Arahatship" (p. 43). For eons, Sela
had done many good deeds, such as making offerings to and looking
after previous Buddhas and their monks. As a result of these
meritorious actions over many lifetimes, she was reborn in the
heavenly deva planes or in comfortable situations on earth.
Eventually, at the time of Buddha Gotama, each of the bhikkhunis,
including Sela, came into the Sangha in her own way. Because
the time was right for their paramis to bear fruit, all
the factors conducive to enlightenment could develop, their
defilements could be effaced, and the goal could be achieved.
Sukha left
the world under one of the earlier Buddhas, but she died without
becoming an Ariya. Under subsequent Buddhas "she kept the precepts
and was learned and proficient in the doctrine." Finally, "in
this Buddha era she found faith in the Master at her own home,
and became a lay disciple. Later, when she heard Bhikkhuni Dhammadinna
preach, she was thrilled with emotion and renounced the world
under her" (pp. 40-41).[1] All her
efforts in past lives then bore their appropriate fruit as Sukha
attained Arahatship and became in turn a great preacher of the
Dhamma. Only a small number of nuns are renowned for their skill
in teaching, and it is likely that the need to develop the extra
paramis to teach the Dhamma made it necessary for Sukha
to study under earlier Buddhas for so long without gaining the
paths and fruits.
Similar
stories tell of how other bhikkhunis performed good works and
put forth effort in previous lives, building various kinds of
paramis which allowed them to completely give up all
attachment to the world at the time of our Buddha. If we consider
the process by which they gradually matured towards liberation,
we can see how every mental volition and every deed of body
and speech at some time or other bears fruit.
It is due
to our own paramis, our own good kamma of the past, that
we have the rare and great opportunity to come into contact
with the teachings of a Buddha in this lifetime. It is because
of wisdom already cultivated that we now have the opportunity
to develop greater wisdom (paññaparami)
through insight meditation. Wisdom has the power to obliterate
the results of past kamma since it comprehends reality correctly.
In addition, if we continue to generate such wholesome volitions
now, more good kamma is built up which will continue to bear
beneficial fruit and bring us closer to the goal.
However,
wisdom cannot be cultivated in the absence of morality. The
Buddha taught that in order to move towards liberation, it is
necessary to keep a minimum of five precepts strictly at all
times: abstention from killing, stealing, sexual misconduct,
lying and consuming intoxicants. If the precepts are broken,
the bad kamma thus created will bring very painful results.
Without purity of body and speech, purity of mind cannot be
developed as the mind will be too agitated by sense desires,
regrets and aversion to settle on its meditation subject properly.
Some of
the earlier rebirth stories of Arahat bhikkhunis tell of lives
in which they did not keep the precepts. Several of them suffered
the results of their unwholesome deeds in animal births or in
low forms of human existence. Addhakasi, for example, had a
mixed background. She had become a bhikkhuni established in
morality under Kassapa Buddha, the Buddha immediately preceding
Gotama. But once, due to anger, she referred to a fully liberated
senior nun as a prostitute. As a result of that wrong speech,
she was reborn in one of the lower realms, for to say or do
anything wrong to an Ariya creates worse kamma than to say or
do the same thing against a non-Ariya. When the fruit of that
bad deed was mostly used up, as a residual effect she herself
became a prostitute in her final life. By this time her previous
good kamma was the stronger and she ordained as a nun. Keeping
the bhikkhuni life pure, Addhakasi attained the goal.
Causes
and effects work themselves out and keep the life process going
through samsara. So long as the mind is attached to anything
at all, we will engage in volitional actions, make new kamma,
and will have to experience their results. Cultivating good
kamma will save one from much suffering and prepare the mind
for the most powerful wholesome kamma of all, that born of wisdom,
which can eliminate all kammic creation.
II. The
Teachings of the Poems [^]
The actual
poems composed by the nuns exhibit a wide range in tone and
subject matter. They were almost all spoken after the author
had realized that rebirth and all its associated suffering had
been brought to an end by the perfection of insight and total
elimination of defilements. So virtually all the poems contain
some form of "lion's roar," an exclamation that the author has
become awakened.
Trivial
Incidents Spark Enlightenment [^]
In some
cases the poems describe the circumstances which brought the
woman into the Sangha or which precipitated her awakening. Both
of these can inspire contemporary followers of the Buddha. Sometimes
the most mundane event stimulates a ripe mind to see the truth
perfectly. Bhikkhuni Dhamma returned from her almsround one
day exhausted from heat and exertion. She stumbled, and as she
sprawled on the ground a clear perception arose in her of the
utter suffering inherent in the body, bringing about total relinquishment.
She describes the incident in the following lines:
Having wandered for alms, leaning on a stick, weak, with trembling
limbs I fell to the ground in that very spot, having seen peril
in the body. Then my mind was completely released.
(v.17)
If someone
could gain awakening based on such an event, surely there are
an infinite number of potentially enlightening experiences available
to all of us for contemplation. Systematic attention (yoniso
manasikara) given to any subject will show up its impermanence
(anicca), unsatisfactoriness (dukkha), and essenceless
nature (anatta) and so encourage us to stop craving. However,
unless we carefully apply our minds in Vipassana meditation under
the guidance of a competent teacher, it is unlikely that we will
be able to utilize our daily encounters with these basic characteristics
as means towards liberation. This is because the mind's old conditioning
is based on ignorance -- the very inability to see things
as they really are. Only concentrated mindfulness of phenomena
in meditation can enable us to comprehend correctly our everyday
experiences, because such methodical culture of insight through
Vipassana meditation loosens the old mental tendencies by giving
us direct experience of the impermanence of our mind and body.
Entering
the Sangha after a Child's Death [^]
Quite a
number of women entered the Sangha after their small children
had died. Grief is put to good use if it is made the motivation
to develop the "path leading to the cessation of suffering."
Ubbiri greatly mourned the death of her infant daughter until
the Buddha pointed out to her that right in the same charnel
ground where she had left this baby's body, she had similarly
parted with thousands of children to whom she had given birth
in previous lives. Because she had acquired strong merit in
the past, this brief personalized discourse was enough to turn
Ubbiri from a lamenting mother into an Arahat on the spot. As
she clearly saw the vastness of samsara, she was prepared
to leave it behind. Her profound gratitude to the Buddha is
described in these simple lines:
He has thrust away for me my grief for my daughter... I am without
hunger, quenched.
(vv. 51, 53)
With the quenching
of ignorance and craving, nothing remains but a pure mind, inherently
peaceful. Ubbiri had a pliable, well-prepared mind, and thus she
understood, through the Buddha's instructions, that the source
of all her suffering had been craving. After countless millions
of lifetimes spent rolling in samsara, Ubbiri realized
how her deep motherly attachment to her children had always caused
her much anguish; for sons and daughters, like everything else,
are subject to the law of impermanence. We cannot make our loved
ones live beyond the span set by their own kamma. This was an
insight so powerful for her that no object at all seemed worthy
of interest any longer because of the potential pain permeating
them all. Thus all tendency to cling was broken, never to reappear.
The life
story of Patacara before she came to the Dhamma, described in
considerable detail in the commentary to the Therigatha,
is even more dramatic. She lost her entire family, her husband,
two small children, parents and brothers in various accidents
within a few days. She went insane from the sorrow, but the
Buddha's compassion combined with Patacara's paramis
from the past enabled her to regain her right mind. When she
came into his presence, he taught her to understand how often
before she had hopelessly exhausted herself grieving for the
dead. She became a Stream-enterer (sotapanna), one at
the first stage of irreversible progress on the path to liberation,
and she was ordained. Later, as she was one day pouring water
to wash her feet and watching it trickle away -- as life does
sooner or later for all beings -- her mind became utterly free
from clinging. Patacara, like Dhamma, had thoroughly developed
seeds of understanding, so a very minor mundane incident at
just the right moment cleared her mind of every trace of ignorance.
Many other
women entered the Sangha in circumstances similar to those of
Ubbiri or Patacara. A woman distraught over the death of a child
must have been very common in India in those days when limited
medical knowledge could not counter a very high infant mortality
rate. Theri Patacara spoke to a group of five hundred such grief-stricken
mothers, expressing what she had so powerfully learned from
similar experience herself:
The way of which men come we cannot know;
Nor can we see the path by which they go.
Why mourn then for him who came to you,
Lamenting through the tears?...
Weep not, for such is the life of man.
Unasked he came and unbidden he went.
Ask yourself again whence came your child
To live on earth this little time?
By one way come and by another gone,
As human to die, and pass to other births --
So hither and so hence -- why should you weep?
(p. 78)
In this
way Patacara illustrates for these mothers the natural connection,
the invisible, impersonal causal nexus between death and life,
life and death. They too took robes and eventually became Arahats.
Their joint "lion's roar" culminates in the lines:
Today my heart is healed, my yearning stayed,
Perfected deliverance wrought in me.
I go for refuge to the Buddha, the Sangha, and the Dhamma.
(p. 77)
Because
of their physiology and their conditioning by family and society,
women are more prone to attachment to their offspring than are
men, and so will suffer all the more from their loss. However,
if women train their minds to understand how clinging causes
enormous suffering, how birth and death are natural processes
happening as effects of specific causes, and how infinite the
history of such misery is, they can utilize their feminine sufferings
in the quest for awakening. In the Kindred Sayings (Vol.
IV, pp. 62-163), the Buddha himself pointed out the five kinds
of suffering unique to women. Three are physiological -- menstruation,
pregnancy, and childbirth. The other two are social, and perhaps
not as widely relevant today as they were in ancient Indian
society: having to leave her own family to live with her husband
and in-laws, and having "to wait upon a man." All five must
be the results of past unwholesome deeds, yet each one can be
made a basis for insight. Women can train their minds to turn
to advantage these apparent disadvantages. They can then make
full use of their stronger experiences of the universality and
omnipresence of suffering to condition themselves to let go
of everything in the conditioned realm.
For some
individuals, intense suffering is needed to make the mind relinquish
its misconceptions and desires. Patacara is one example of this;
Kisa Gotami is a second. The latter was so unwilling to face
the truth of her child's death that she carried the dead baby
around with her hoping to find one who could give her medicine
to cure him. The Buddha guided her into a realization of the
omnipresence of death by sending her in search of some mustard
seed. This is a common ingredient in Indian kitchens, but the
Buddha specified that these seeds must come from a household
where no one had ever died.
Kisa Gotami
went looking for this "medicine" for her baby, but because of
the prevalent joint family system in which three or more generations
lived together under one roof, every house she went to had seen
death. Gradually, as she wandered through the village, she realized
that all who are born must die. Her great paramis then
enabled her to understand impermanence so thoroughly that soon
afterwards the Buddha confirmed her attainment of Stream-entry.
She then spoke these lines:
No village law is this, no city law,
No law for this clan, or for that alone;
For the whole world -- and for the gods too --
This is the law: All is impermanent.
(p. 108)
Kisa Gotami
thus transcended the limits of a woman's personal grief to understand
one of the basic characteristics of all existence.
Kisa Gotami
later attained Arahatship. Some of the verses she spoke on that
occasion give useful lessons to any striver on the Noble Eightfold
Path:
Resorting to noble friends, even a fool would be wise. Good
men are to be resorted to; thus the wisdom of those who resort
to them increases. Resorting to good men one would be released
from all pains.
One should
know suffering, the cause of suffering and its cessation,
and the Eightfold Path; (these are) the Four Noble Truths.
(vv. 213-215)
The company
of the wise, especially the guidance of a teacher, is an invaluable
help in getting oneself established on the path. But the company
of people not involved in the Dhamma will tend to be distracting.
Those who are not trying to practice the Buddha's teachings will
usually lead us in the worldly direction to which their own minds
incline. Thus, when we can, it is best to choose our friends from
among meditators.
The Four
Noble Truths [^]
As Kisa
Gotami urges in the final lines quoted above, meditators need
to train their minds constantly to see the Four Noble Truths
in all their ramifications. This is wisdom, pañña,
the remedy for the ignorance and delusion which are at the root
of all suffering as shown in the formula of dependent origination.
To develop wisdom one has to ponder these four truths over and
over again: (1) the Noble Truth of Suffering (dukkha)
which includes all forms of suffering from severe agony to the
pervasive unsatisfactoriness and instability inherent in individual
existence in all planes of becoming; (2) the Noble Truth of
the Cause of Suffering -- craving (tanha), which drives
the mind outwards after sense objects in a state of perpetual
unrest; (3) the Noble Truth of the Cessation of Suffering --
Nibbana, which is attained when the causes of suffering, ignorance
and craving, have been utterly uprooted; and (4) the Noble Truth
of the Way leading to the Cessation of Suffering -- the Noble
Eightfold Path discovered and taught by the Buddha, consisting
in the assiduous practice of morality (sila), concentration
(samadhi) and wisdom (pañña).
The Four
Noble Truths are concisely expressed in a verse spoken by Maha
Pajapati, the Buddha's maternal aunt who brought him up when
his own mother, Queen Mahamaya, died a week after his birth.
It was at the insistence of Maha Pajapati that the Buddha founded
the Bhikkhuni Sangha. In her poem she first praises the Buddha
for the unique help he has given to so many beings by training
them in the way to liberation; then she briefly sums up the
Four Noble Truths which she has so thoroughly experienced as
ultimate truth. It would be beneficial for modern meditators
to consider these lines carefully:
Now have I understood how ill does come,
Craving, the Cause, is dried up in me.
Have I not walked, have I not touched the End
Of ill -- the Ariyan, the Eightfold Noble Path.
(p. 89)
Buddhist
meditators have to train themselves to know these truths as
deeply as they can by seeing them in every aspect of existence.
We follow the mundane level of the Noble Eightfold Path in order
to reach the supramundane (lokuttara) path with the attainment
of Stream-entry. Then the constituents of the path -- morality,
concentration and wisdom -- are cultivated to the highest degree
and the end of suffering, Nibbana, is realized.
Reaching
the Goal after a Long Struggle [^]
When we
read the stories of these great bhikkhunis, we see that many
of them attained the highest fruits either instantaneously or
soon after coming into contact with the Buddha or his Dhamma.
This could have happened because they had built up paramis
in many previous lives, creating pure kamma of body, speech
and mind, while simultaneously wearing out the effects of past
kamma.
Yet not
all the people whose paramis permitted them to actually
hear the Buddha preach were able to become Arahats so quickly
in their final lives. When we confront our rebellious minds
as we try to follow his path, we can take heart from the tales
of nuns who had to put forth years and years of intense persistent
effort before they eliminated all their defilements.
A youthful
Citta ordained at her home town of Rajagaha and spent her whole
adult life as a nun striving for enlightenment. She finally
attained her goal only as a weak old woman, as she laboriously
climbed up the landmark of Vultures' Peak. When she had done
so, she said:
Having thrown down my outer robe, and having turned my bowl
upside down, I propped myself against a rock, having torn asunder
the mass of darkness (of ignorance).
(v. 27)
If we diligently,
strictly, and vigorously practice the Noble Eightfold Path, developing
insight into the true nature of existence, the opacity of delusion
must eventually become completely transparent, cleared by wisdom.
It may require many years or many lifetimes of work, but then
patience is one of the qualities we must cultivate from the time
we first set foot on the path.
Another
bhikkhuni who took years to reach enlightenment was Mittakali.
She took robes after hearing the Satipatthana Sutta. In her
"lion's roar" she describes the errors that cost her seven years
to gain Nibbana. Her poem can be instructive to other meditators
both within and outside the Sangha:
Having gone forth in faith from the house to the houseless state,
I wandered here and there, greedy for gain and honor.
Having
missed the highest goal, I pursued the lowest goal. Having
gone under the mastery of the defilements, I did not know
the goal of the ascetic's state.
(vv. 92-93)
The Buddha
pointed out on many occasions that it is dangerous for monks and
nuns to pursue gains or favors from the laity, as such activities
nullify any attempts they may make to purify their minds. The
layman gives gifts to bhikkhus and bhikkhunis to earn merit. If
the mind of the recipient is pure, free from greed and other defilements,
the merit accruing to the lay disciple is far greater than if
the recipient's mind is filled with craving. One of the epithets
given to Arahats, whose purity is permanently perfect, is "worthy
of the highest offerings." All those, ordained or not, who allow
craving to overtake them and waste the precious opportunity they
have to practice the Dhamma, will delay their own liberation and
increase their suffering.
In the
simile of the poisonous snake in the Middle Length Sayings
(Vol I, pp. 171-72), the Buddha points out that his teaching
has only one aim, freedom from suffering. An incorrect approach
that seeks to misuse the Dhamma will lead to increased suffering,
just as grasping a snake by the body or tail will result in
one's being bitten. The same venomous snake, if grabbed with
the help of a forked stick by the neck just behind its head,
will safely yield up its poison for medicinal use. The Buddha
declares that similarly only those who wisely examine the purpose
of his teachings will be able to gain insight and actually experience
their purpose -- the elimination of the causes of suffering.
When Mittakali
perceived that old age and death were rapidly approaching, she
finally came to realize the urgency of the task after wasting
years in the pursuit of gain and honor. Since we can never be
sure how much longer we will live, it is risky to put off meditation.
We have come into contact with the Dhamma under conditions conducive
to pursuing the Buddha's goal. Such conditions as youth and
human birth will come to an end -- either gradually or abruptly
-- so we can never be certain that the conditions to practice
the Dhamma will remain ideal. Mittakali took years to comprehend
that with advancing age, rigidity of mind and bodily ailments
were making the job of purification ever more difficult. But
once she did realize this, she was able to achieve the goal.
Studying this verse of hers may help us to avoid wasting precious
time:
I felt a sense of urgency as I was seated in my little cell;
(thinking) "I have entered upon the wrong road; I have come
under the mastery of craving.
"My life
is short. Old age and sickness are destroying it. There is
no time for me to be careless before this body is broken."
Looking
at the arising and passing away of the elements of existence
as they really are, I stood up with my mind completely released.
The Buddha's Teaching has been done.
(vv. 94-95)
By observing
the rise and fall at every instant of body, feelings, perceptions,
mental formations, and consciousness, Mittakali's mind was freed
from misconceptions of any lasting "I" or self. After those seven
long years of being trapped in the net of desires, she saw through
her foolish and dangerous interest in mundane matters. She was
then able to see the elements or aggregates as they actually are:
utterly transient (anicca), hence incapable of providing
any satisfaction (so dukkha), working automatically without
any lasting core (anatta). All her worldly involvements
dropped away as she attained Arahatship and thenceforth passed
beyond all sorrow and suffering.
Perhaps
the most moving story of a nun who had to undergo a long struggle
from the time she first ordained until she became fully enlightened
is that of Punna. Under six earlier Buddhas, in the vast eons
prior to the Buddha Gotama's dispensation, Punna was a bhikkhuni
"perfect in virtue, and learning the three Pitakas [the Buddhist
scriptures] she became very learned in the Norm and a teacher
of it. But because of her tendency to pride [each time], she
was unable to root out the defilements." Even at the time of
Buddha Gotama, she had to work out some bad kamma and so was
born as a slave. Hearing one of the Buddha's discourses, she
became a Stream-enterer. After she helped her master clear his
wrong view, in gratitude he freed her and she ordained. After
so many lifetimes of striving, the paramis she had built
up as a nun under previous Buddhas ripened. Pride or conceit,
always one of the last defilements to go, finally dissolved
and she attained Arahatship.
By pondering
the accounts of women who attained full awakening after much
application and effort, we can be encouraged to continue our
own exertions no matter how slow our progress may appear at
a given time. In the Gradual Sayings (Vol. IV, pp. 83-84),
the Buddha gives an analogy of the wearing down of the carpenter's
ax handle to illustrate how the mental impurities are to be
gradually worn away. Even though the woodcutter cannot say,
"This much of the handle was rubbed off today, this much last
week," it is clear to him that slowly, over time, the handle
is being destroyed. Similarly, a meditator who has a good guide
and who constantly attempts to understand the Four Noble Truths
and to live in accordance with the Noble Eightfold Path, will
gradually eliminate his defilements, even though the steps in
the process are imperceptible. Even the Buddha declined to predict
the amount of time that will elapse before the final goal is
reached. This is conditioned by many interacting factors, such
as the good and bad kamma built up in the past and the amount
of effort put forth now and in the future. Whether it takes
us millions of more lifetimes or a week, we will be sustained
in our efforts by the faith that perfection of morality, concentration
and wisdom will bring utter detachment and freedom from all
suffering.
Liberation
means renouncing attachment to oneself and to the world. We
cannot rush the process of detachment; insight into the suffering
brought about by clinging will do it, slowly. While trying to
eliminate mental impurities, we have to accept their existence.
We would not be here at all were it not for the ignorance and
other defiling tendencies that brought us into this birth. We
need to learn to live equanimously with the dirt of the mind
while it is slowly being cleared away. Purification, like all
other mental activities, is a cause and effect process. Clarity
comes slowly with the repeated application of the wisdom of
impermanence. If we are patient and cheerfully bear with moments
of apparent backsliding or stupidity, if we continue to work
energetically with determination, not swerving off the path,
the results will begin here and now. And in due time they have
to ripen fully.
Contemplation
on the Sangha [^]
The Sangha,
the order of monks and nuns, preserves and perpetuates the Buddha's
pure teachings, and its members have dedicated their lives to
practicing them. Thus contemplation on the Sangha is recommended
by the Buddha to help cultivate wholesome mental states. We
could begin such contemplation based on the poem of a bhikkhuni
named Rohini.
Her father
had asked her why she thought recluses and monks were great
beings. He claimed, as might many people today -- particularly
in the West with its strong "work ethic" -- that ascetics are
just lazy; they are "parasites" who do nothing worthwhile and
live off the labor of others. But Rohini proclaimed her faith
in the work and lives of pure recluses. She thereby inspired
her father's confidence, and at her bidding he then took refuge
in the Buddha, the Dhamma, and the Sangha. Her poem can also
inspire us:
They are dutiful, not lazy, doers of the best actions; they
abandon desire and hatred...
They
shake off the three roots of evil doing pure actions; all
their evil is eliminated...
Their
body-activity is pure; and their speech-activity is likewise;
their mind-activity is pure...
They
are spotless like mother-of-pearl, purified inside and out;
full of good mental states...
Having
great learning, expert in the doctrine, noble, living in accordance
with the doctrine, they teach the goal and the doctrine...
with intent minds, (they are) possessed of mindfulness...
Traveling
far, possessed of mindfulness, speaking in moderation, not
conceited, they comprehend the end of suffering...
If they
go from any village, they do not look back (longingly) at
anything; they go without longing indeed...
They
do not deposit their property in a store-room, nor in a pot,
nor in a basket, (rather) seeking that which is cooked...
They
do not take gold, coined or uncoined, or silver; they live
by means of whatever turns up...
Those
who have gone forth are of various families and from various
countries; (nevertheless) they are friendly to one another;
therefore ascetics are dear to me.
(vv. 275-285)
The Buddhist
texts speak of two kinds of Sangha, both referred to in this poem,
the Ariya Sangha and the Bhikkhu Sangha. In the opening lines
Rohini describes the Ariyas, "noble ones," and those striving
to attain that state. The three lower kinds of Ariyas may be lay
disciples or ordained monks and nuns. But because of their utter
purity, the highest type, the filly liberated Arahats, can continue
to live only within the Bhikkhu Sangha. It is Arahats who have
completely rid their minds of greed, hatred and ignorance, the
three roots of evil which Rohini mentions. Other Ariyas are striving
to abandon whatever of these three still remains in their minds.
All Ariyas to some extent "comprehend the end of suffering," the
Third Noble Truth, for it is this experience of Nibbana which
sets them apart as "noble."
Beginning
with the next line, Rohini specifically talks about the behavior
of monks and nuns. They wander on almsrounds through the streets
with their eyes trained just a few steps ahead of them. "They
do not look back" as they have no idle interest in the events
that are going on around them. They do not handle money and
are content with the minimum by way of the requisites -- whatever
their lay followers may offer them. Students of the Dhamma who
are not in the monastic order would also do well to cultivate
the monk's lack of interest in his surroundings. A good monk
does not let his gaze wander about uncontrolled, especially
when he is on almsround, because when going into the village
every morning he encounters a plethora of sense objects that
might entice him if he does not restrain his senses and maintain
mindfulness. Attentively, the good bhikkhu goes silently from
door to door and leaves when there is enough food in his bowl,
without letting craving disturb his balance of mind. Such a
monk is not interested in the details of the lives of those
around him. His focus is always on the ultimate nature of things
-- their impermanence, painfulness and essencelessness. As lay
meditators we too need to train ourselves to be like these bhikkhus,
to remain equanimous and detached amidst all the clamor and
distractions of life by reminding ourselves that none of these
things is worth running after.
Rohini
also states that the noble monks are not greedy about money
or other possessions. They do not save up their requisites out
of fear for the future. Instead, they trust their good kamma
to fulfill their daily needs. While, as laymen, we must work
for our living, we should heed this behavior and similarly adopt
a detached attitude towards wealth. We work in order to sustain
our bodies and those of the people who are dependent on us.
But if we can learn to do this without intense longing for the
"security" that money seems to provide, we will see how the
law of kamma works.
The last
verse states that within the Sangha, the family, class or national
background of its members does not impede their cordial relations
with each other. This kind of open good will is surely useful
for laymen to put into practice in their daily lives too. Since
it is by ordaining that individuals can completely dedicate
their lives to the Dhamma, bhikkhus and bhikkhunis offer us
laymen many examples of how we should try to apply the teachings
within the limitations of "the dust of household life." Rohini's
poem has pointed out some of these.
The Danger
of Worldly Desire [^]
A large
number of poems by the nuns emphasize the danger of worldly
desire. The bhikkhuni named Sumedha shaved off her hair herself
in order to force her parents to cancel her proposed marriage
and permit his to enter the Sangha. But before she left home,
Sumedha convinced her whole family and its retinue of the validity
of the Buddha's message. To her fiance, King Anikaratta, she
explained the futility of sense desires and the insatiability
of the senses:
Even if the rain-god rained all seven kinds
Of gems, until earth and heaven were full,
Still senses would crave and men die unsatiated.
(p. 176)
No matter how
large a quantity of worldly goods we may have, if the mind has
not gained insight, craving will recur. If ignorance has not been
uprooted, desire will seek more and different objects, always
hoping for lasting satisfaction. Durable happiness is impossible
in the mundane sphere because all sense objects change and decay
every moment, as does the mind itself. This perpetual state of
underlying dissatisfaction -- craving looking for gratification
-- is one of the many forms of present suffering. In addition,
desire itself generates the kammic energy which propels life towards
rebirth in order for it to continue its efforts at finding fulfillment.
If desire is present in the mind at the moment of death, rebirth
has to ensue.
After speaking
the above verse, Sumedha gave a lengthy discourse to the whole
assembly in her palace on the great value of a human birth in
the infinity of samsara. Life in this world is precious
because it provides a very rare opportunity for learning the
way to put an end to rebirth and suffering, for putting into
practice the teachings of the Buddha. Sumedha also spoke on
the danger inherent in sensual joy and sense desire and she
uttered verses about the Noble Eightfold Path as well. She enthusiastically
exhorted her audience:
When the undying (Nibbana) exists, what do you want with sensual
pleasures which are burning fevers? For all delights in sensual
pleasures are on fire, aglow, seething.
(v. 504)
When craving
momentarily gains its aim, mind's enjoyment of the sense object
brings it to a feverish state of excitement and activity. Sumedha
urges her family to look beyond such unsettling, binding pleasures
and to heed the words of the Awakened One which show the way beyond
all desire to utter peace. She exhorts them to keep in mind their
long-term benefit and not get caught up in the fragile momentary
happiness that comes with the occasional satisfaction of sense
desire. She reminds them in words we too should recall: "Desires
of sense burn those who do not let go" (p. 176). Clinging to pleasure
always brings pain. Such agitated emotions, although perhaps pleasant
in a gross way, are gone in a moment. They arise and cease due
to conditions we cannot completely control. We always tend to
want the pleasant to last in spite of the fact that its nature
is to change, vanish, and give way to the unpleasant. Sumedha's
poem expounding this wisdom is the last one in the original Therigatha
and it summarizes what the Buddha taught about the dangers of
craving.
The bhikkhuni
named Subha also dwells at length on the dangers of mundane
wishes, using some terrifying metaphors to show the tremendous
dangers inherent in attachment to the world. In the following
poem taken from the Samyutta Nikaya a meditator can discover
much by reflecting on Subha's intense imagery:
May I not meet (again) with sensual pleasures, in which no refuge
is found. Sensual pleasures are enemies, murderers, like a mass
of fire, pain-(ful).
Greed
is an obstacle, full of fear, full of annoyance, full of thorns,
and it is very disagreeable. It is a great cause of stupefaction...
Sensual
pleasures are maddening, deceiving, agitating the mind; a
net spread out by Mara for the defilement of creatures.
Sensual
pleasures have endless perils, they have much pain, they are
great poisons, they give little enjoyment, they cause conflict,
drying up the virtuous.
(vv. 351f., 357f.)
These lines
show us the peril and suffering we must face when we allow ourselves
to become entangled in mundane desires. Only personal comprehension
of these dangers motivates a meditator to become truly mindful,
aware of his physical and mental activities with ever-present
detachment. Otherwise his "mindfulness" may be forced, suppressing
reactions without helping to untie mental knots. Studying the
suffering we have to encounter if we are carried away by our desires,
naturally loosens their hold on the mind. We will realize along
with Subha that worldly lusts are enemies and that they herald
all the misery of successive births.
One of
our tasks in seeking liberation is to train our minds to see
desire as it arises at the sense doors. We must also see desire
as it persists and as it passes away. Having done this over
and over again, we will understand that all desire or attachment
is bound to result in unhappiness. In this way we will gradually
train our minds to let go of all craving and aversions towards
sense objects.
To try
to practice this mindfulness without any specific training is
likely to fail because the worldling, the average person, perceives
no suffering in craving. A worldling can only see the expected
happiness. He invariably thinks, "If only this would happen
just right, all would be well." But as we purify our bodily
and vocal activities through morality, still our minds through
concentration, and take up insight meditation under a good teacher,
we will come to see more and more clearly how all desire is
suffering and brings still more suffering in the future. We
will then also realize how often attaining a desired object
turns out to be an anti-climax which leaves -- not the anticipated
happiness -- but only emptiness. With a calm mind we can clearly
perceive the tension, distress, and uneasiness caused by the
continual dissatisfaction, which in turn is due to craving impelling
the mind to various sense objects.
Thus the
mind is always running -- now towards what it foolishly regards
as a "desirable" thing, now away from what it considers "undesirable."
In Vipassana meditation, the one-pointed mind is trained to
experience directly the transitory nature of body and of mind
itself, and also of external sense objects. With this direct
knowledge or experiential insight, the "happiness" which is
so avidly sought by the worldling is seen as really just another
form of suffering, and the perpetual tension caused by the ignorance
and craving latent in any unliberated mind becomes evident.
As sensual pleasure is understood to be the seething fire described
by our bhikkhunis, the mind naturally lets go of all these different
manifestations of craving. Such a mind has thoroughly learned
the lesson that the nuns gleaned from their Master and passed
on to us: suffering is inherent in desire.
The Danger
in Attachment to One's Beauty [^]
In ancient
times as well as at present, women in all stations of life have
used various means to enhance their beauty and to hide the signs
of advancing age. This, however, is just a futile attempt to
pretend that the body is not growing old, to keep it from showing
outwardly that it is actually falling apart. But if, instead
of creams and lotions, wisdom is applied to the aging process,
it can deepen our understanding of impermanence on all levels.
Ambapali
was a wealthy and beautiful courtesan during the time of the
Buddha. Before she heard the Buddha preach, her main concern
had been to cultivate and maintain her renowned beauty. With
the Buddha's guidance, she was able to face the inevitability
of aging and the loss of her beauty and to comprehend the suffering
of old age. Her verses can also stimulate our own understanding:
My eyes were shining, very brilliant like jewels, very black
and long. Overwhelmed by old age, they do not look beautiful.
Not otherwise is the utterance of the speaker of truth...
Formerly
my hands looked beautiful, possessing delicate signet rings,
decorated with gold. Because of old age they are like onions
and radishes. Not otherwise is the utterance of the speaker
of the truth...
Formerly
my body looked beautiful, like a well-polished sheet of gold.
(Now) it is covered with very fine wrinkles. Not otherwise
is the utterance of the speaker of the truth...
Such
was this body. (Now) it is decrepit, the abode of many pains,
an old house with its plaster fallen off. Not otherwise is
the utterance of the speaker of the truth.
(vv. 257, 264, 266, 270)
Ambapali sees
how all the body's charms give way to ugliness and pain as the
aging process takes its toll, as the Buddha teaches it must. All
physical beauty, no matter how perfect it might seem at one youthful
moment, is utterly impermanent. Even at its peak, the brilliance
of the eyes is already, if invisibly, starting to grow dim; the
firmness of limbs is withering; the smoothness of skin is wrinkling.
Impermanence and decay, Ambapali reminds us, is the nature of
all bodies and of everything else in the universe as well.
Khema,
the queen of King Bimbisara, was another woman who had been
enthralled with her own beauty prior to meeting the Buddha.
But Khema had made a vow before one of the earlier Buddhas to
become great in wisdom under the Buddha Gotama. During the dispensations
of several of the intervening Buddhas, she had parks made which
she donated to each Buddha and his Sangha.
But in
her final lifetime Khema strongly resisted going to see the
Buddha Gotama. Perhaps her "Mara forces" were making a last
effort to keep her in samsara. They were, however, doomed
to fail since by the force of her merits this was to be her
final existence. King Bimbisara almost had to trick her into
going to the Buddha because Queen Khema was so attached to her
looks and was afraid that this would provoke the Buddha's disapproval.
If we ever find ourselves resisting the Dhamma, we can use Khema's
example to remind ourselves of the temporary nature of this
mental state. Then we will not take it as a major personal fault.
Mind's old habits are not pure, so at times it is bound to struggle
against the process of purification.
But the
Buddha knew how to tame Khema's vanity and conceit. He created
the vivid image of a woman even more attractive than she was.
When she came into his presence, Khema saw this other lady fanning
the Buddha. Then, before the queen's very eyes, the Buddha made
the beautiful image grow older and older until she was just
a decaying bag of bones. Seeing this, first Khema realized that
her own beauty was not unmatched. This broke her pride. Second
and more important, she understood that she herself would likewise
have to grow old and decrepit.
The Buddha
next spoke a verse and Khema became a Stream-enterer. Then in
rapid succession she went through all the stages of enlightenment
to attain Arahatship on the spot. Thereupon the Buddha told
King Bimbisara that she would either have to ordain or to pass
away, and the king, unable to bear the thought of losing her
so soon, gave her permission to ordain. So, already an Arahat,
she was ordained -- one of the very rare cases of a human being
who had achieved Arahatship before entering the Sangha. Khema
had clearly built up truly unique paramis by giving great
gifts to earlier Buddhas and by learning their teachings thoroughly.[2]
Here again we see the great importance of creating in the present
strong good kamma based on wisdom, even if we do not attain
any of the paths or fruits in this lifetime. The more good deeds
accompanied by wisdom that we do now, the easier will it be
when the time actually comes for us to reach the goal. Meditation
is, of course, the most valuable of such deeds.
In the
Therigatha, Khema's poem takes the form of a conversation
with Mara, the being who controls and symbolizes the forces
of evil. Mara praised her beauty, and her reply shows how totally
her view of herself and of life had changed now that she fully
understood the true nature of things:
Through this body vile, foul seat of disease and corruption,
Loathing I feel, and oppression. Cravings of lust are uprooted.
Lusts of the body and mind cut like daggers and javelins.
Speak not to me of delighting in any sensuous pleasure!
All such vanities cannot delight me any more.
(p. 83)
Then she identifies
Mara with those who believe that mere ritual observances will
lead to mental purification. Khema states that such people, who
worship fire or the constellations, etc., are ignorant of reality
and cannot eliminate their defiling tendencies through such practices.
This is why the belief that rites and rituals can bring about
liberation has to be eliminated to attain even the stage of Stream-entry.
Khema concludes
her verses with an exclamation of deep gratitude to the Buddha,
the supreme among men. Her last line is a resounding "lion's
roar":
(I am) utterly free from all sorrow,
A doer of the Buddha's teachings.
(pp. 3-4)
Khema had "done,"
i.e., put into practice, the message of all the Buddhas, and this
had taken her beyond the realms of suffering.
Further
Conversations with Mara [^]
Some of
the other discourse-type verses in the Therigatha also
take the form of a discussion with Mara. Typically, Mara asks
the Arahat nun why she is not interested in the "good things
of life." Mara urged Sela, for example, to enjoy sensual pleasures
while youth allowed her to do so. The theri's reply on the dangers
of such delights offers similes as powerful as those used by
Bhikkhuni Sumedha:
Sensual pleasures are like sword and stakes; the elements of
existence are a chopping block for them; what you call 'delight
in sensual pleasures' is now 'non-delight' for me.
(v. 58)
Surely many
of us have also heard our own internal Mara urge us to "go have
a good time and never mind the long-term kammic consequences."
But if we can remind ourselves often enough and early enough of
the painful after-effects of such "joys" -- especially of those
that involve breaking moral precepts -- we may see through the
pleasures of the senses and so gradually lose our attachment to
them.
In one
of the discourses from the Samyutta Nikaya, Cala tells Mara
that, unlike most beings, she finds no delight in birth in spite
of the so-called sensual pleasures that life makes possible.
With clear simplicity she shows that ultimately all that birth
produces is suffering:
Once born we die. Once born we see life's ills --
The bonds, the torments, and the life cut off.
(p. 186)
We too should
cultivate this understanding in order to develop detachment from
the poison-soaked sensual pleasures offered by mundane life.
The Doctrine
of Anatta [^]
One of
the unique aspects of the Buddha's teaching is its doctrine
of anatta, the impersonal, essenceless, egoless or soul-less
nature of all phenomena. This universal characteristic is difficult
to comprehend as it is contrary to our most deeply held assumption
that "I" exist, that "I" act and "I" feel.
Sakula,
in the following lines of her poem in the Therigatha,
briefly expresses her understanding of the impersonal quality
of all compounded things:
Seeing the constituent elements as other, arisen causally, liable
to dissolution, I eliminated all taints. I have become cool,
quenched.
(v. 101)
Sakula has
attained Nibbana because she saw with total clarity that everything
normally taken to be "myself" is, in fact, devoid of any such
self. She knew that all these phenomena arise and dissolve every
moment strictly dependent on causes. This comprehension has rooted
out all tendency to cling to the sankharas or "constituent
elements" and so all the defiling mental tendencies have ceased.
When Mara
asks Sister Sela, "Who made this body, where did it come from
and where will it go?", she gives him in reply (in one of the
poems added from the Samyutta Nikaya) a discourse on egolessness:
Neither self-made the puppet is, nor yet
By another is this evil fashioned.
By reason of a cause it came to be;
By rupture of a cause it dies away.
Like a given seed sown in the field,
Which, when it gets the taste of earth,
And moisture too -- by these two does grow,
So the five aggregates, the elements,
And the six spheres of sense -- all of these --
By reason of a cause they came to be;
By rupture of a cause they die away.
(pp. 189-190)
After the seed
analogy, the last four lines discuss the "self" as it actually
is -- a compound of conditioned, changing phenomena. The five
aggregates make up nama (mentality) and rupa (materiality),
each of which is turn made up of groups of ephemeral factors.
Nama, the mental side of existence, consists of the four
immaterial aggregates -- feeling (vedana), perception (sañña),
mental formations (sankhara), and consciousness (viññana)
-- which arise together at every moment of experience. Rupa,
which may be external matter or the matter of one's own body,
consists of the four essential material qualities -- solidity,
cohesion, temperature, and vibration -- along with the derivative
types of matter coexisting with them in the very minute material
groupings called kalapas, arising and passing away millions
of times per second.
Each aggregate
arises due to certain causes and when these causes end, the
aggregate also ceases. Causes, or conditions, are connected
with effects in the law of dependent arising (paticcasamuppada),
which is at the center of the Buddha's own awakening. The refrain
from Sela's poem (lines 3-4 and 10-11) is, in fact, a reformulation
of the most general exposition of that law often stated thus
in the suttas:
When there is this, that comes to be;
With the arising of this, that arises.
When this is absent, that does not come to be;
With the cessation of this, that ceases.
The specific
link in the cycle of dependent arising most relevant to Sela's
verse is: "With consciousness as condition, mentality-materiality
arises." That is, at the moment of conception, nama-rupa
(in this case excluding consciousness) arises due to rebirth-linking
consciousness. Later on, during the course of an existence, nama,
the mental aggregates, comes into being due to ignorance, past
kamma, objects at the sense doors, and many other conditions.
Rupa, the matter which makes up the body, arises during
life because of food, climate, present state of mind, and past
kamma.
Sela also
refers to the elements, dhatu, a word which the Buddha
uses for several groups of phenomena. Let us look here at the
eighteen elements. The five sense faculties (eye, ear, nose,
tongue, body), their objects (sights, sounds, smells, tastes,
touches), and the five types of consciousness dependent on their
coming together make up fifteen of the elements. Mind as a faculty,
mental objects (ideas), and the mind-consciousness that arises
when those two come together are the sixth in each set, completing
the eighteen.
The Buddha
analyzed the totality of conditioned phenomena into ultimate
constituents in a number of ways for the benefit of listeners
of varying proclivities. To some, the eighteen elements are
clear, to others, the five aggregates. Either way, what we need
to understand as Sela did is that none of these things is "me"
or "mine" or "my self." All these phenomena -- the aggregates,
the elements, the spheres -- arise because of certain conditions,
and when those conditions end, naturally they also have to end.
When the relevant causes have expended their force, all these
aspects of what we erroneously take to be "me" and "mine" cease.
So we see with Sela that nowhere is there any real, independent,
or lasting "I" with the power to create and sustain itself.
There is only the concept "I am" which is conditioned by ignorance,
i.e., our inability to see mind-and-body as it really is. The
idea "I" is itself essenceless, it arises due to causes; and
it is also inherently impermanent, bound to completely disappear
when the ignorance and other supporting conditions behind it
are uprooted. This is the attainment of Arahatship.
The removal
of ignorance takes place step by step in Vipassana meditation.
Every aspect of the mind-body complex comes to be clearly known
at its ultimate level as conditioned, essenceless, transitory,
oppressive. One comes to fully understand that only when the
appropriate conditions come about will a so-called "being" be
born. Only then will a five-aggregate life-continuum commence
a new life with its bases, elements and sense organs. If we
explore Bhikkhuni Sela's seed analogy, we will see in relation
to ourselves how a strict succession of causes and effects,
kammic and other, governs all of life. We will discover that
there is no underlying or ongoing "I" doing or experiencing
anything, and will begin to loosen our attachment to this non-existent
"self." Then we start to eliminate the dreadful suffering that
comes attendant on this delusion.
Suffering
follows from the mistaken belief in an "I," technically called
sakkayaditthi, wrong view of a lasting self. On the basis
of this idea the mind generates all its thoughts of craving:
"I must have this," "I don't like that," "This is mine." It
is basically due to this misconception of a controlling self
that we have been wandering and suffering throughout eons in
samsara. If we are to eliminate all the dukkha
of existence, as Theri Sela did, we must develop insight through
Vipassana meditation to the point at which understanding of
the ultimate truth about mind and body dissolves the mistaken
belief in an "I." We can use this bhikkhuni's words to stimulate
our own personal meditative experience of the essenceless nature
of the five aggregates.
Men and
Women in the Dhamma [^]
The difference
between the male and female in connection with the Dhamma is
a minor theme running through the Therigatha. It takes
two forms: poems whose subject matter is the irrelevance of
one's gender for gaining insight, and instances in which a nun
specifically inspires or instructs a man with a discourse. The
stories of Sumedha and Rohini already discussed fit into the
latter type.
An example
of the first type is Soma's challenge to Mara's query about
women's ability to attain Arahatship. Soma showed Mara that
the capacity to gain the requisite insight for liberation need
not be hindered by "woman's nature." Soma's encounter with Mara
in the Therigatha proper is explained in her verses from
the Samyutta Nikaya, where she rhetorically asks him:
What should the woman's nature do to them
Whose hearts are firmly set, who ever move
With growing knowledge onward in the Path?
(pp. 45; 182-183)
If one is really
developing morality, concentration and wisdom, it does not matter
whether one was born male or female. The insight to "truly comprehend
the Norm" is completely irrespective of superficial distinctions
of sex, race, caste, etc. Soma adds that if one even thinks, "Am
I a woman in these matter, or an I a man, or what not am I then?"
one is under Mara's sway. To be much concerned with such subjects
is to remain on the level of conventional truth, clinging to the
non-existent self. Repeatedly worrying about which sex is better
or about the "inequities" women suffer generates unwholesome kamma.
Thoughts like this are rooted in attachment to "I" and "mine"
and are associated with ill will or desire.
Moreover,
spending time on such matters distracts us from the urgent task
of self-purification. Meditators who wish to escape Mara's net
need to cast off such thoughts as soon as they are noticed.
We should not indulge in or expand upon them. Soma and all the
other nuns follow the Buddha's advice closely when they urge
us to stick exclusively to the work that will allow us to liberate
ourselves from all suffering. All side issues will lose their
importance and so pass away with further growth of wisdom. When
we know fully that all beings are just impersonal, unstable
mind-body processes, generating kamma and feeling its results,
our minds will remain with the ultimate truths and have no interest
in any conventional concerns.
The story
of the bhikkhuni known as "Vaddha's Mother" is one in which
a nun specifically guides a man in the Dhamma. This woman joined
the Sangha when her son Vaddha was small; thus he had been brought
up by relatives. Later, he too ordained and one day went to
visit his mother in the bhikkhunis' quarters. On that occasion,
she exhorted and inspired him to seek and attain the highest
goal:
Vaddha, may you not have craving for the world at any time.
Child, do not be again and again a sharer in pain.
Happy,
indeed, Vaddha, dwell the sages, free from lust, with doubts
cut off, become cool, having attained self-taming, (being)
without taints.
O Vaddha,
devote yourself to the way practiced by seers for the attainment
of insight, for the putting an end to pain.
(vv. 204-205)
From these
lines Vaddha deduced that his mother had reached the goal, a fact
she confirmed. She again urged him to develop "the path leading
to the cessation of suffering" himself. Vaddha, being deeply inspired
by his mother's words, also attained the goal and then spoke the
following lines praising her:
Truly my mother, because of being sympathetic, applied an excellent
goad to me, (namely) verses connected with the highest goal.
Having
heard her utterance, the instruction of my mother, I reached
a state of religious excitement in the doctrine, for the attainment
of rest-from-exertion.
(vv. 210-211)
Here we find
a woman's example of perfect sainthood, combined with her timely
Dhamma instruction, inspiring a man whose paramis were
ripe to put forth the utmost effort and attain complete liberation.
The Five
Aggregates and Nibbana [^]
The Culavedalla
Sutta (Middle Length Sayings, Vol. I) is another sutta
in which a bhikkhuni instructs a man. This important text takes
the form of a discourse on some fine points of the Dhamma given
by the theri Dhammadinna in reply to questions put to her by
her former husband, the lay disciple Visakha. They had been
married for some time when he attained the third stage of holiness,
that of the Non-returner (anagami), by eradicating all
traces of ill will and sense desire. Dhammadinna then learned
from him that women too could purity their minds and she obtained
his permission to take robes as a nun. By the time of this discussion,
she must have already attained Arahatship, the fourth and final
stage of holiness.
Visakha
first asks Dhammadinna what the Buddha actually refers to when,
using conventional language, he says "own self."[3]
As a Non-Returner, Visakha knew the answer to this basic question,
but he put it by way of introduction to his progressive series
of queries. Dhammadinna's reply is something for us to ponder.
She says that the "five aggregates of grasping" (pañcupadanakkhandha)
comprise "own self." She defines the aggregates or groups of
grasping as:
the group of grasping after material shape,
the group of grasping after feeling,
the group of grasping after perception,
the group of grasping after habitual tendencies,
the group of grasping after consciousness.
The aggregates
are viewed and clung to as myself or mine: this is sakkayaditthi,
the view that there is a lasting self. Actually, there is no lasting
controller or core corresponding to the concept "me" or "I." It
is merely the grasping after these five groups, which are all
that actually makes up "myself," that perpetuates our illusion
that there is something substantial. If we can see this, we will
be attacking sakkayaditthi and will come to know that in
reality there is no essence, just these five aggregates, all of
whose components are continually changing.
The next
question Visakha asks Dhammadinna concerns the reasons for the
arising of the aggregates. Quoting the Buddha, she replies that
the cause for the aggregates is "craving (that is) connected
with again-becoming, accompanied by delight and attachment,
finding delight in this and that, namely, the craving for sense
pleasures, the craving for becoming, the craving for annihilation."
All craving
contributes to the arising of the aggregates over and over again.
Being attracted to the things of this world or of the heavenly
planes ("craving for sense pleasures") will lead to rebirth
there with renewed suffering, gross or subtle. Wanting to keep
on going ("craving for becoming") strengthens clinging and ignorance
to force us to continue in samsara. The belief that there
is no form of life after death (rooted in "craving for annihilation")
undermines the doctrine of kamma and its result, the understanding
of which is essential to moral living.
After a
long series of questions and answers which cover the Four Noble
Truths, the attainment of cessation, feeling, etc., Visakha
asks a final question: "And what, lady, is the counterpart [i.e.,
equal] of Nibbana?" Here Dhammadinna has to stop him:
This question goes too far, friend Visakha, it is beyond the
compass of an answer. Friend Visakha, the Brahmafaring is for
immergence in Nibbana, for going beyond to Nibbana, for culminating
in Nibbana.
Nothing can
possibly be compared with Nibbana as everything else, be it mental
or physical, arises and ceases due to conditions. Nibbana alone
is unconditioned and unchanging. Going beyond the realm of transitory,
unsatisfactory phenomena to the utter peace of Nibbana is the
aim of the teaching of the Buddha and so of serious Buddhists.
It is useful to keep this goal in mind even during the early stages
of meditation, when it may seem remote and vague. The aspiration
to attain Nibbana is cumulative. If it is frequently considered,
repeated and combined with the practice of Vipassana, this aspiration
will become a supporting condition for the attainment itself.
Frequent recollection of the goal will also keep us from being
sidetracked by the pleasurable experiences one may encounter on
the path.
After this
question and answer session, Dhammadinna suggests that Visakha
should ask the Buddha about all this so that he is certain and
learns the answers well. Visakha takes up the idea and later
repeats to the Buddha his entire conversation with the theri.
The Lord replies in her praise:
Clever, Visakha, is the nun Dhammadinna, of great wisdom...
If you had asked me, Visakha, about this matter, I too would
have answered exactly as the nun Dhammadinna answered.
Kamma and
its Fruit [^]
Finally,
let us look at a poem in which a bhikkhuni describes in detail
a few of her previous lives and shows her questioner how she
comprehended the law of kammic cause and effect working out
behind her present-life experiences.
Isidasi
had built up many good paramis long ago during the times
of former Buddhas. But some seven lifetimes back, when she was
a young man, she had committed adultery. After passing away
from that existence Isidasi had to suffer the results of this
immoral action:
Therefrom deceasing, long I ripened in Avici hell
And then found rebirth in the body of an ape.
Scarce seven days I lived before the great
Dog-ape, the monkey's chief, castrated me.
Such was the fruit of my lasciviousness.
Therefrom deceasing in the woods of Sindh,
Born the offspring of a one-eyed goat
And lame, twelve years a gelding, gnawn by worms.
Unfit, I carried children on my back.
Such was the fruit of my lasciviousness.
(p. 157)
The next time
she was born a calf and was again castrated, and as a bullock
pulled a plow and a cart. Then, as the worst of that evil kamma's
results had already ripened, Isidasi returned to the human realm.
But it was still an uncertain kind of birth as she was the hermaphroditic
child of a slave. That life too did not last long. Next, she was
the daughter of a man oppressed by debts. One of her father's
creditors took her in lieu of payment. She became the wife of
that merchant's son, but she "brought discord and enmity within
that house."
In her
final lifetime, no matter how hard she tried, no home she was
sent to as a bride would keep her more than a brief while. Several
times her virtuous father had her married to appropriate suitors.
She tried to be the perfect wife, but each time she was thrown
out. This inability to remain with a husband created an opportunity
for her to break through the cycle of results. After her third
marriage disintegrated, she decided to enter the Sangha. All
her mental defilements were eliminated by meditation, insight
into the Four Noble Truths matured, and Isidasi became an Arahat.
She also
developed the ability to see her past lives and thus saw how
this whole causal chain of unwholesome deeds committed long
ago brought their results in her successive existences:
Fruit of my kamma was it thus that they
In this last life have slighted me even though
I waited on them as their humble slave.
The last line
of her poem puts the past, rebirth and all its sufferings, completely
behind with a "lion's roar": "Enough! Of all that now have I made
an end." (p. 163)
In Isidasi's
tale we have several instructive illustrations of the inexorable
workings of the law of kamma. The suffering she had to undergo
because of sexual misconduct lasted through seven difficult
lives. But the seeds of wisdom had also been sown and when the
force of the bad kamma was used up, the powerful paramis
she had created earlier bore their fruit. Hence Isidasi was
able to become a bhikkhuni, purify her mind perfectly, and so
eliminate all possible causes of future suffering. The beginning,
the middle, and the ending of every life are always due to causes
and conditions.
* * *
We have
now come full circle with these stories of the theris and have
returned to the theme of impersonal causes and effects working
themselves out, without any lasting being committing deeds or
experiencing results. The infinite sequence of lifetimes steeped
in ignorance and suffering is repeated over and over until accumulated
paramis and present wisdom, aided by other factors, become
sufficiently strong to enable one to see through the craving
which has perpetually propelled the succession of aggregates.
Through this process these bhikkhunis clearly perceived that
their attachments and aversions were the source of all their
suffering. Because of this insight, they were able to dissolve
the knots of old delusion-based conditioning.
With their
completed understanding of suffering, the First Noble Truth,
and the abandoning of craving, the Second Noble Truth, their
practice of the Noble Eightfold Path, the Fourth Noble Truth,
was perfected. They attained the cessation of suffering, the
Third Noble Truth, in that very lifetime, and were never reborn
again.
The poems
of these enlightened nuns, telling how they came to meet the
Buddha, how they had built up wisdom and other meritorious kamma
over many previous lives, how they understood the Buddha's teachings,
and how they attained Arahatship, offer us inspiration and guidance.
They can help us present-day Buddhists to practice Vipassana
meditation and to gain insight into suffering and its causes.
Then we too will be able to give up all craving by developing
wisdom. We can use the messages of the theris to assist us in
putting an end to our own suffering.
Grateful
for their assistance, may we all follow in the footsteps of
these great nuns, true daughters of the Buddha. May our minds
be perfect in wisdom, perfectly pure, and utterly free from
all possibility of future suffering.
About the
Author [^]
Susan Elbaum
Jootla was born in New York City in 1945 and obtained B.A. and
M.A. degrees in Library Science from the University of Michigan.
She is married to an Indian, Balbir S. Jootla, with whom she
lives in the Western Himalayan hill station of Dalhousie. They
have both been practicing Vipassana meditation in the tradition
of the late Sayagyi U Ba Khin of Burma since 1970 and are now
students of his leading disciple, Mother Sayama, who directs
the International Meditation Centres in England and Rangoon.
Her previous BPS publications are "Right Livelihood: The Noble
Eightfold Path in the Working Life" in The Buddhist Layman
(Wheel No. 294/295) and Investigation for Insight (Wheel
No 301/302). Her book Buddhism in Practice, about the
meditation tradition of U Ba Khin, is scheduled for publication
by Motilal Banarsidass of India.
1.
Dhammadinna will be discussed at greater length below, pp. 46-49.
{See "The Five Aggregates and Nibbana,"
below}
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2.
This story is related in the Commentary to the Dhammapada, translated
as Buddhist Legends by E. W. Burlingame, published by
the Pali Text Society. See Part 3, pp. 225ff.
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3.
In Pali, sakkaya. I. B. Horner's translation of this
term here as "own body" may be misleading. Although the work
kaya does literally mean "body," it is often used to
refer to a collection or assemblage of things, such as a "body
of people." Here it signifies the assemblage of psycho-physical
phenomena that the worldling identifies as his self.
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